My Weekend
Well...I can't remember much about what I've been doing for the past few days... Mostly I have been playing this game that Steven told me I should play with him and Scottie... For those of you who don't know what its called, its Runescape. Well... there's been this whole thing with Kaleb because he thinks its a big waste of everyone's life. Apparently he even called Scottie to tell him this... We kind of got into a lil fuss about it...but in the end he SAID he didn't care if I play it, but ended it with "it's your life." What is that supposed to mean??? Come on. Yeah I play it a lot but because it is something to do... I'm bored a lot of the time. And I enjoy it. Its not like it comes before the rest of my life...Kaleb is spending the weekend with his dad. Its hard for me to get used to the constant 'during-the-week-we-spend-so-much-time-together-its-about-to-kill-me' then 'on-the-weekends-we-speak-to-each-other-close-to-never-and-it-feels-like-we're-not-even-going-out' feelings. Tonight I think I might've said somestupid things to him...I was upset about with Steven and I wanted Kaleb to be there for me and obviously he wasn't because he was out having fun. * I have major jealousy issues * So I was upset and texted him like all upset and stuff. So I'm sorry Kaleb okay??? I love you.
So yesterday Liana spent the night. It was a lot of fun. We just hung out, watched music videos from the 80's and made fun of info-mecials. It was great. (The info-mecial was about how if you use the 'sanna belt you can magically loose tons of weight and become muscular while watching tv...lol. It was pretty great stuff.) Anyway. We stayed up till like 6 okay in the morning when we realized it was getting light out so we better get to sleep. We woke up at noon. Then that night we went to the movies... It would have been perfect... But I called Steven to invite him to come with us...to make a long story short he meaninglessly called Liana 'satan' and she heard...and got very upset. So when he magically showed up at the movies...(at least he wasn't going to the same one as us) she started crying and stuff. Which is understandable.
I felt really bad so I asked Steven for me to just apologize and be nice to her. But when she saw him she was like, I don't want to talk about this and ran off crying. I mean, come on. He was gonna freakin apologize. Grr. Then she's talking about how rude and how much of a jerk he is (and he is my friend so I'm kind mad at her for that...).
Then we all get home and Steven is on the comp. I ask him to give me a call and he says he will before 11, and that he might try to call Liana. Well, he doesn't call me before 11. Or 12... so I call Liana's phone (because Steven's is busy...) and she sounds like * I know its stupid but I get vibes * she is mad at me or something. Then I obviously am offended because Steven blew me off for someone who was just talking bad about him...and then my own friend who I was trying to hard to have her not be crying and upset is giving me a vibe like she's mad at me! So I was really upset. Liana said Steven didn't want to call me because it was too late and he had to work in the morning...which is understandable I guess * even though he still blew me off * but this was at midnight at she said they were rapping it up. But being the person I am I was really hurt...so every 10 minutes or so I'd give Steven's phone a call...They didn't get off the phone till like 1 something... I felt so... I don't know. I was just upset.
Thats when I was texting Kaleb and stuff. So thats what happened tonight. But besides that it was a great day. I think I was more hurt because Steven and I were starting (in my mind) to become better friends again (because I was gone for so long) and when he blew me off I took it in a weird way... Like he didn't want to be my friend or something... But I'm sure thats not it so I'm not really upset anymore.
Steven looked so different than I remembered though. For one thing he has so much facial hair now. He looks like, like he's way older than he is. I think its very attractive though. Liana didn't like it, but I think it looks very, uh, lol, nice. And he had a tight shirt on, in school he never did, so it made him look very muscular...another very attractive thing to me. It was nice to see him again.
Then Jeremy was there to. His hair finally grew back * no more ROTC yay! * and he looks soooo much better. I thought he looked kinda cute.
Riley was there too...but he cut all his hair off for FB and I seriously don't like it. But I know he can't help it so oh well...
Well, I think thats about all that happened... Oh then there was Wednesday at Kaleb's house and how his parents scared me to death yelling at him...but thats not all that important and I am pretty tired * its 4 am * so I think I'm just gonna go to bed. Hmm...oh, and I think I'm going to start putting things in my livejournal and my blog so ... I don't know just for the heck of it I guess!!! Well, cya. And Steven, sorry for overreacting...Kaleb, sorry for overreacting...Later!
