Omg...
Things are starting to get better, I guess. Today I came home and I'm kinda mad at my mom. Okay...so it goes like this:I asked last weekend if I could go to the mall and by some new clothes because I haven't gotten any in a long time. Well, she says no because she and George were going to do something (which they didn't). Then she bought Kate a lot of clothes from Wal-Mart...I mean, I asked to gett new clothes, and Kate (who has enough clothes) gets new clothes? That isn't fair.
Then, all weekend, Mom and George keep buying all these new movies and stuff. I mean, come on. It took a lot of guts for me to ask for money because I know we don't have it. And they're spending it like it means nothing! Flowers and movies, and clothes for other kids! Its just not fair. I'm really upset. If she doesn't give me quite a bit of money I'm going to be mad. Its not like I ask for a lot anyway. I always feel horrible about asking for money...
So...school. I don't know what to say. Emily thinks I'm bipolar. One minute I'm happy as can be and the next I'm crying and upset. Its killing me... I hope Kaleb stops being depressed because he is the main thing that gets me through me day. Soon school will be over and I will be so happy!
I wanted to go to church with Ben (and go over to his house after school) but that fell through because Melissa went to his house (they're going to church because they didn't break up...he wants to break up with her, at least thats what he told me!). So now I'm just going to sit at home and be bored. Also, George is here again, so we have to be very quiet for him. I don't get it. I just don't understand him...but oh well. I guess my insignificant opinion doesn't matter anyway. I thought up some really cool ideas for my clothes and stuff, because I'm really bored with my clothes. I can't wait till I got to the mall and get new clothes. Its been about a year since I got new clothes! So yeah, I'm getting bored. g2g fold clothes (ugh...) cya!
Okay...this is just about gay. No, it is gay. My mom says its because its hot in the house, but I say its because she is mad because a neighbor kid knocked on the door (and 'oh no! it might wake up George!'). So she said we can't go outside anymore tonight. What the heck does that mean??? So she wants the kids to stay inside so they can be noisy, be angry, be bored, and sit around watching TV? I think she is retarded. Come on! She wants us to be fat. I bet one day she wants to eat us. That is ridiculous. I can't even so anything on my sewing machine because that tub-a-lard is trying to 'sleep' downstairs.
And what are we going to do during the summer??? Just sit around in the house all day and be 'quiet'?! You've got to be kidding me. Also, she is always mad about everything, and could really care less about our lives. Paige is the only one who tries to tell Mom about anything and Mom just...doesn't care. And then she gets mad when I'm 'too quiet' and 'too secretive' and never 'tell her anything'...I wonder why! Jeez...I guess I should stop before I get really mad.
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