Six Flags With Choir
Well, today was interesting. So here was the plan right? (Because I always have to have a plan...but they usually fall through!) I was going to go to Six Flags with choir and perform. Kaleb's grandma would pick him up from school and bring him to Six Flags for me. Then Kaleb was going to meet me at 4.30 and we would hang out. Then my mom would pick me up at 6. Everything would be fun.What actually happened: Went to school and heard that civilians could not come in the park today. So I was stressed out all day about how I was going to get ahold of him and tell him. So I had to text my mom, tell her to call Kaleb's grandma, and have her not take him to Six Flags. So then I was like, I'm fine now. But then I got to the park and I thought, maybe there are civilians here...but I wasn't sure. I looked at my phone and I had 15 missed calls! They were all Kaleb. So I called him back and he was like, "What is going on?" So I explained it to him, and he was just like, "Fine, bye." And just hung up! So I called him back and said if he wanted to he could just come, but I didn't want to be responsible if he couldn't get in. (Which now I realize he could have!) I asked him if he was mad, but he said he wasn't. Then we hung up, and he didn't sound mad. Then he called back and asked me if I knew yet, which I didn't because I was standing in line. (What was I supposed to do? Wonder around and ask if civilians were allowed in???) So I said he shouldn't come and he said, "Well, I'm just going to Scott's. Bye." Then he hung up.
I haven't talked to him since. He didn't call. Nothing. I think he is mad at me. We were supposed to possibly go to the movies. If he wasn't mad at me don't you think he would have called to ask if we were still going? Also, he always calls me...and I called Scott. He isn't over there. I called his house and he isn't home. He is probably outside skating. Gosh. I'm starting to get mad at him. How could he be mad at me for not wanting him to be locked out of the park?! Its not fair. We're supposed to go to a fundraiser together tomorrow, and if he doesn't call me I can't confirm if he is going or not!
Also, my mom just told me we can't go to the mall tomorrow because her and George might be doing something. (Tonight he is taking her to Wal-Mart, how sweet. But that is a whole rant in itself, so I'll stop there.) So I guess the only times I get to see him this weekend are at the fundraiser and church. And he hasn't called yet.
You think I should be mad at him? I don't know. I feel things are distancing between us. I keep asking him if he is bored of me...maybe I'm just paranoid. Its just, he is acting weird now. Like last night. He said something and I'm like, what're you gonna do about it? And this is what he says, "I'll break up with you." I'm like, what?! He's never said that before! He always says I'm gonna come over there and give you a big kiss. So that was way weird. Another weird thing he said was well, I'm going to go flirt with Brittany (the girl who wants to DO him)... I was like, why would you even joke about that? Its not funny. Its just stupid. So I do not know what is going on. I love him though, but I'm just starting to get paranoid about him. I hope its nothing though.
Well, other things that happened today, on the brighter side. Erika and I had a great time at Six Flags. She is hilarious! We got kicked off the carousel. Lol. For jumping from horse to horse. Erika cracks me up. On all the rides she was screaming like crazy. I love her.
Also, Steven was nice to me. A pleasant change. I touched his eyeball! Lol. Literally. He was trying to get me to sing a note with him in class, but I was too shy. But for once in my life, I was actually tempted to. I was actually tempted to. Oh well, guess I passed up my chance. I probably would've sounded bad anyway.
Well, thats about all that happened, so cya later!

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