My Sob Story Part II
Ben was the guy of my dreams. The perfect guy to end my obsession. But he also lured me into other bad habits. But I don't think those habits are something I should mention! *Mgph! Clears my throat.* Anyway. So where was I?I still went through a lot of hurt with Steven in 8th grade, even though I made some new friends. I think most of it was because I expected him to be my best friend, I expected him to be the same as we were when we were going out minus the making out. But of course, it just doesn't go like that! Also, another thing was my best friends, Liana and Crissy, were his friends too...so no matter what I did he always could turn them against me in our problems...then I had no friends to turn to.
There was that one time he punched me...and I told on him (for the first time ever!) and Crissy got mad at me because he wasn't able to meet her in the hallway (because we were talking to a teacher) the 'only time I got to talk to him all day'. Yeah. That was one incident. Then there was the time he hit Liana...and they made up and became really good friends! But with me...he and Crissy just hated me. Once I hit him. I was just sick of him at the end of the day. When the bell rang we walked out the door and I punched him! Lol.
But then I just ran to Mrs. Hunkins and told on myself...I was not too bright. Well, I felt horrible...you have to remember I was in love with him.
Omg...even the teachers knew what was going on. Once Mrs. Cauldwell let me spend all hour with Mrs. Hunkins because she knew Mrs. Hunkins understood me more. I was a depressed mess. This one time it was Steven's birthday and he had this book that belonged to me (it was payment for a debt he had to me) and he wouldn't give it to me! So I followed him out to the buses and I was screaming at him, "Steven! Steven!" (I bet everyone thought I was psycho...lol). Then I was reaching for him (to stop him) and I grabbed his brand-new necklace that he got for his birthday and broke it! He hated me for a while after that.
Those are just SOME of our stories...there are many more...Lol. Then at the end of the year Steven and Crissy broke up, and Liana went out with Steven (behind Crissy's back!). I was really upset...I thought it was so unfair. All this time I was faithful to Crissy even though I was in love with Steven, and Liana gets to go out with him! Crissy wasn't even really mad. That broke my heart, more than I think it did Crissy's. By this time I was getting really involved with Ben because he was the only thing I had.
Then summer happened. I don't really know what happened. Maybe it was just the time apart. Maybe I just matured. I don't really know. But when I came to 9th grade, I didn't want much to do with Steven. I really had a thing with Ben. I really thought we were going to go out. But that didn't work either...but by that time I really involved with my new friends (totally new friends - and bunches of them!) so I didn't run back to Steven. Plus Liana was starting to be my friend again, and that was more important to me.
Then I started getting new crushes...and it eventually led to Kaleb. And thats it! That is my sob story. Now, I could spend days telling you all the little details. All the small, highly-significant things that happened...but it just would take way too long. So, enjoy! I just hope that it never happens to you!
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