Project Done!!!
Yes! That stupid biology project is finally over! I'm so happy. My poor soul can finally rest!So, you may be wondering what happened this weekend. To put it frankly, a whole lot of nothing and some bad things. I was just in the worst mood. And so was Kaleb, it felt like everything was falling apart. I didn't do much of anything all weekend. (I hate this gay school keyboard!!!) Whew. Anyway.
Friday was a disaster, and I felt so mad at Kaleb for not calling me, even though he was out with his family, I think...Then Saturday I went to the church fundraiser, and I thought things were going better. Well, Kaleb was upset (he says he wasn't mad) because he couldn't be with me more, so he ruined the whole time we DID have together by complaining about it...I didn't like it. It seriously bothered me. I never realized he was such a complainer before.
So I go home and Liana invites me to the movies...but no, I can't go anywhere because George is taking Mom out. Which wouldn't bother me...but, BUT, he didn't even show up till late! So they didn't go anywhere. They just sat around. #1, waht a jerk. He couldn't even take my mom out on Mother's Day weekend, and to make it worse, he ruined my weekend. I mean, we can't spend OUR whole lives around HIS schedule. Thats stupid.
Then Sunday Kaleb didn't show up to church ... he didn't even get home and call me until 8.30. Which is okay because he was at Six Flags with his family, but the thing is he said he would call to tell me if he was going to church or not. He didn't call all day. So that was my weekend. Kaleb was being very different than usual. I hope he goes back to normal, because the way he was acting made me think thoughts I don't want to think, like, why am I even going out with him? Yeah...
Then the biology project. I redid it completely. I brought it in this morning, and it wouldn't work at first. I was freaking out. I felt like I was going to faint. But finally Mrs. Hastings got it to work...so now I can relax. I hope nothing like that ever happens to me again. I was about to die fromt he stress. I didn't even bother to ask what my grade was because at this piont I don't care anymore.
I think Steven just can't make up his mind whether or not he wants to be my friend. So I just don't want to even mess with him. I don't even bother talking to him anymore. Whats the piont if he is going to constantly hurt me? There is no piont, thats what. I've decided Liana does not have a hidden agenda because she even admitted to me on the phone the other day that she doesn't have anything to talk about it she isn't complaining. So maybe that is why she only talks to me when she is complaining about Steven. In a weird way I'm relieved about it now. (Btw, she seems so much happier with Butch than Steven. She doesn't seem stressed anymore.)
Crissy is being really good to me too. While Steven is being a butt to me she doesn't go down with him and do the same. She actually is still a good person to me. I am grateful for that because when he upsets me on the internet she really helps me. Whew.
So that was my weekend. So I guess that is all I have to say. Cya!

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