Well, I talked to ------ and they said that after 7th hour Nate wrote a break up note to me and Steven was supposed to give it to me. I guess it didn't reach me. Anyway...I though about breaking up with him before he got the chance to break up with me...but then I realized, that is not like me at all. If I'm going to go down, I might as well go down honorably and loving him all the way into my doom.
I left this on his voicemail: (well, something like this) I know that I put you on the spot earlier when I asked you if you were going to break up with me so I figure you might not have ment it when you told me it was my choice if we break up or not. But anyway, I care about you and I would never break up with you because you are going through a rough time. I like you and I want to be there for you. Call me.
I wish what I said was that perfect...but it was something along those lines, lol. I figure if he is anywhere close to being right for me he will realize I am not like other girls and I might be a girl worth having. I'm the kinda girl you would take home and show off to your mom and marry. I think whoever gets me will be lucky because I am as loyal as a dog...like a lost puppy. The guy who finds me will be my hero. Lol. Oh well...it was fun while it lasted.
Plus Nate was FINE. Its such a shame I only got to make out with him once... Shame shame... Ugh...and of course theres the added bonus of Steven getting to know about my anguish. I so wish Nate wouldn't have brought him into this... Nate is so a wimp for writing a break up note. That wimpy man whore... Well, thats all I have to say. Later.
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