Friday, April 22, 2005

Totally Sucky Week

Hmm...lets think. Okay, my day started out funny. I hung out with David, Brett, and Paul in the band room this morning. I look up at the clock and it says 7.34. I'm like, "Paul, is the clock wrong? Did the bell already ring?" Then the bell rings. And I was like, perfect timing, guess the clock is 5 minutes off. But I walk into the hallway and to my suprise no one is there! Crap. So I hurry to class. Go in and sit down.
Then Mr. Kappeller says, "Where were you Muriel?"
I say, "I was in the band room and the music was really loud. I didn't hear the first bell."
Then he says, "That is a very good excuse. Too bad its not true. Everyone I think that is the best excuse I have ever heard. Thats one you should all write down."
I was like, "No, that really -" And he cut me off! He didn't believe me! He basically called me a liar in front of everyone and insulted my honesty. Two things really insult me: insulting my intelligence and insulting my honesty. I was really upset for a while.

In History Steven and I just weren't getting along very well. It just, was not a good day. I think the truth is that I am jealous. I am jealous that Steven and Liana finally broke up and he still isn't any nicer to me or cares about me any more than before. I was expecting him to. I thought the only reason he acted the way he did was to prove to Liana he didn't need me. But now he likes Crissy! What kind of mistake is that? I've been waiting for my chance to be good friends again, and yet again another one of my friends gets in the way of it! Now I keep getting jealous when he wants to call her and not me, go places with her and not me...you know. I don't LIKE him, but I still feel really close to him and the fact that it is not reciprocated kills me. It just makes me feel like everyone I care for doesn't care for me as much! Ugh.

I think Liana is jealous about Crissy too. She came up to me in ac lab and was like, "Don't you think its funny that Crissy likes Steven again and Steven likes her too?" It is pretty ironic though...I think that Steven is just in denial and needs someone to have a crush on. And I would not take it too lightly when my best friend liked my boyfriend while I was going out with him, because thats exactly what Crissy did. And thats EXACTLY what Liana did to Crissy. I think I should get away from them. Thats a recipe for drama. I still say it reminds me of insest. I think its retarded. I wish we could all just be friends.

Those are the main things that made my week go completely downhill. Then there were the millions of little things that just annoyed the heck out of me. I'm going to Six Flags with Kaleb tomorrow. Yes! My crappy week will finally be over! I'm waiting for him to call...he was supposed to at 7.30...its 8 now...whatever. I'm sure he is busy. Jeez. I cannot get Relient K out of my head! It like, brainwashed me!

Well, right now I think thats all I have to say. I'm sure I'll have a lot to say after tomorrow. Yay! I think Riley is supposed to be going, and Michael Moore is going. Hmm...I bet Kaleb won't be able to talk tonight because his stupid friend Frog is over. I hate him. He is such a jerk to me. And plus he doesn't like me...ever since te first time we went out. Well, guess I'm gonna go! Cya.

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