And When I See You, I Really See You Upside Down. But My Brain Knows Better, It Picks You Up And Turns You Around

Listening to: Lack of Color / by Death Cab for Cutie

This is my 100th entry! Be happy, be joyous! Is that how you spell joyous? Awh, who cares anyway??? Two days until AVA and Tom Delonge's bday! I am just so excited... Mark skipped out on his podcast this past week though...oh well, that just means one will be coming out sometime soon.

Well, I just got back from my dad's... On the way there I was really mad, because my dad stopped at an attorney's office... But then I got over it I guess. We went over to Mike's and Melissa's new house and helped them move in on Saturday. That was fun. Ethan is so adorable!!! Man, my ears are on fire! I don't know what is wrong with them...

So Ben, yeah... Uh, if anyone actually reads this, I kinda liked him... And well, its a bunch of things that I can't really just put on here. To put it simple, I was starting to fall for him (he is the only one of the trio of guys I love left: Steven, Kaleb, and Ben) but he has a girlfriend... One that he actually likes. Saturday night he called me and told me that he didn't want to mess around anymore and that we were just going to be friends... Well, you know what thats like, well, I'm guessing you do. Mostly everyone does. I guess we'll just see how this 'just friends' thing works out. I don't really believe him because thats all our friendship has really ever been...

I know I had a lot to say...now I can't remember any of it! Oh, I had a strange dream last night. I can't remember much of it anymore...but I remember one main thing: I for some stupid reason wrote I love Michael Baxa all over some notebook (it was either mine and I let him borrow it, or it was his) and he saw it! It was sooo embarassing. And then like, he yelled at Meredith Mueller that he didn't want to go to winter homecoming with her! Lol. Then I think I asked him to go with me. I can't really remember. Then I was in some group project with Steven (Wise) and Daniel (Burkhead) which is quite a strange group since I'm not really friends with either anymore. And then Daniel started lecturing me about something, and it was truly frightening...I don't remember what he was saying to me though. Then there was something to do with a group of people and me (I can't remember who) and we were riding houses, on a blimp I believe. Yeah, quite strange. Then someone got hurt, and my dad woke me up. The end!

Uh, I think thats the end...so I'll update tomorrow. And don't forget to celebrate my 100th entry! Yay!!!!! Later.