DCfC rocks!!!

Yesterday was the most perfect day in a long time...but the one down thing is I was supposed to see Kaleb at church and he didn't get to come. So that stunk. But the weather was perfect and everyone was in a good mood. When Kaleb found out he wasn't going to get to go he was really upset. It kinda scared me. I thought he was going to do something stupid or break something. When I called him after church Jacob picked up the phone and I said, "Hey, is Kaleb there?"
"No, he's outside."
"Why's he outside?"
"He ran off because he didn't get to see you tonight."
"What?!"
Then his mom was like, "He didn't run off. He fell asleep pouting because he didn't get to see you..." And she kept going; she told me he was mad at her because he thought I was mad at him. I was like, oh no! I'm not mad at him! AH! Lol.
So I had her wake him up. Ended up she was just exaggerating, but it really scared me! I hope he calls me soon...I miss him. I haven't seen him for 8 days now. We're planning on going to six flags this weekend. That'd be awesome. Long distance relationships are so hard!
Yesterday 'm' was trying to get me to do stuff with him again...but I really don't want to. I really like Kaleb. And he really likes Missy. So I really like our relationship right now. He's always in such a good mood now. I could get used to it.
Omg! I had this horrible dream last night. I did IT, yeah, crazy huh? In my dream...and not with Kaleb. Isn't that horrible? I really do love him! I don't get it...and the other night I had a dream I was hitting on some random guy even though I was going out with Kaleb! I'm so angry...why is this happening? I hope they stop soon. And the guy it happened with is the most unexpected. I would never want to do that with him! And now when I see him at school I feel like ... atracted to him or something! And I don't like him at all! Eww...
Well, thats it. Cya.

posted by Natalie @ 3:58 PM