DCfC rocks!!!

This Monday I met Derek Olson. He's my buddy; he's 15, a freshman. He just got his permit and was born March 23rd, 1988. Steven talked to me today, and I thought things were looking up. But then I made him mad by saying 'I love you'. He says it isn't true and I don't know what it means. I know I have to let go, but I just can't. There's too many memories, too much love, and too much hurt to quit now. He even says I love you at school sometimes, but I know he doesn't mean it. I'm worthless to him, but he's my whole world. How can I ever make him understand? I die again and again every time I think of Space Camp and Spring Break. Right before he did it, I never even expected it. I love SWII. Does he love me???

posted by Natalie @ 5:39 PM