Well, I just read Steven's livejournal and this is what he had to say about me: Muriel and I still aren't talking. It's great. I love it. It should stay like this forever. Everything she does annoys me. Thinking about her makes me mad. She was alright sometimes. I don't know. She's so stupid and prissy and blonde and annoying and self centered and she's a hypocrite...etc. Gosh, she's stupid. How great this is!I guess at least now I know exactly what is going on... 5 whole years of my life wasted on making that friendship. And in one moment it was all gone. I guess thats what makes life life. Bad things happen. At least Kaleb is still talking to me. BTW:
Kaleb is in a really hard spot right now... His grandpa might be dying, and the doctors don't even know what's wrong with him. I hate it because there is nothing I can do for him. I can't even be there for him if he doesn't talk to me. How is it fair you can't help the ones you love??? He and Morgan are also having problems...lots of them. I don't get it. When we were going out we didn't have barely any fights...but if he really likes her than I am just going to be happy for him. He has a big misconception on love though. He thinks it is a game! For me you just have to put your feelings up there, or you'll never really know whats going on. But Kaleb thinks you have to 'play the game.' I don't know how to help him...
On to happier news! I went skating with Heather last night...That was funny. Every time someone would fall over I would like start screaming and stuff. Lol. I only fell over once! And I was bending over while skating to pick up a free pass thing someone dropped. Harrison Knoll was there...and he saw me fall over. Not one of my most elegant moments but it was funny anyway. I think he's kind of cute. Heather said that he kept trying to skate with me and stuff, but I swear I didn't hear him. We did skate together on that slow skate time. Then he asked me to go to the movies with him so I did. We went to see Jarhead. It was okay, but the ending was very anticlimactic. Just like my night.
Harrison just took me home...and that was it. Nothing! I was disappointed. I'm thinking about asking him to go somewhere with me next weekend because I could do so much better, lol. I didn't even get his phone number! I felt so stupid. The highlight of the night was finding, you won't believe this, pot in his backseat. A big bag just sitting there! Lol. I couldn't believe it. I was like, oh great. So yeah, that was my Friday night.
I don't know if today I'm still going to the mall with Scottie and Brian or not. I don't know if I want to do anything... Life has just thrown me in a rut right now...Oh well! I guess I will try to have a good weekend anyway! I mean, yesterday was good except for the ending! Maybe that will happen today, but better. Lol. Later!
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