I thought today was starting out as a good day, but I'm starting to think it was just a good day in disguise as an ugly, horrible day.
So you want to know what happened? Well, the stress is still here. Gavin is being a total jerk and annoying me really bad. He won't stop yelling so now I'm getting a headache.
So down to the real stuff. Well, Steven kept trying to talk to me today...but I wouldn't. I refuse to be hurt any more. But I tried to call him after school because ... well, I thought maybe he really was trying to make an effort to be nice to me... But when I called him, this is what he said, "I'm busy playing a game. Why did you call?" all demanding like. So I just said I don't know, and hung up on him. I guess he wasn't trying to be nice.
After school, once again, Liana was just hanging out with Steven...totally ignorant to the fact that I was totally bored sitting by myself.
And also, after school (I'm starting to hate that period) Andrew came up to me and was trying to hit me with this rubber-band thing. Then he said, "Ew! You have hairy arms...gross," and walked away. Isn't that mean? I felt horrible. I felt like crap. What a jerk. It would have been one thing if he was playing, but he wasn't.
THEN, Kaleb called me. He wanted me to come over to his grandma's, but my mom wouldn't let me. Then he went into this totally depressed mood...I don't like it at all. It made me feel like I wasn't doing enough. I mean, he said everything sucked in his life. I'm a major part of his life, so what does that mean??? So then I felt depressed. Lately he has been making me just feel horrible.
Guess that is all I have to say. Cya...
Monday, May 09, 2005
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About Me
- Name: Natalie
- Location: Missouri, United States
I'm a typical 15-year-old who enjoys sleeping in late on weekends, wasting away time listening to music and surfing the internet, as well as being a people person and being obsessive compulsive. I'm basically a NERD!
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